Apasal la blog ni kejam sgt kt aku? Aku taula aku baru dlm blogger world ni. If ada yg baca entry ni pls dont be judgemental, ok. Akuro really is in a bad mood. Rasa macam nk bakar je apa yg ada ni.
Adeh...leh pakai ke idea b*ngang camni?
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Sejak seminggu dua ni aku byk belajar dr pemerhatian. Aku belajar betapa susahnya untuk menguruskan sebuah rumahtangga, let alone to manage a marriage. Dalam sebuah rumah bkn saja kita perlu handle daily chores.
There is a lot more of it...
Marriage yg paling dekat dgn aku adalah antara Abah dan Mama. Banyak yg aku perhatikan. Dgn mata kasar mmg aku tak pernah nmpk Abah tunjukkan kasih sayang dan cintanya terhadap Mama. Abah aku perhatikan pendiam orgnya. Tak byk komunikasi dia dgn Mama sehari².
Sometime aku fikir, mereka ni ada masalah komukasi ke? Tapi siapalah aku utk judge mcm tu kan?
Once, Mama was away from home for about 1 week. Here goes the story:
Day 1:
Everything goes well. I took over some of kerja Mama, macam masak, laundry etc. Ironing tak termasuk kerja aku krn Mama dh ironed semua baju Abah before Mama took off. Pretty good for a 1st day except for I've being left to be alone at home till morning coz Abah kerja shift mlm for the next 3 days. *sigh* Malamnya I’ve got emotional. Sebabnya... SMS ni:
Mama: Buat apa?Mlm ni berani ke tidur sorang?jaga diri Mama syg *Akuro
..that SMS made me bursted out a cry almost instantly...
Then i replied her this:
Akuro: Baru lps mndi.Duk tgk berita.Jam brapa smpai Bandar *****a ?Sapa jmput?Maktua sihat?Tadi *akuro masak sayur petola su'un.Hehe..
...of course writting SMS ni wasn’t easy while crying kan? *dasar anak manja*
So, mlm tu aku tido berlinangan air mata..!! Sob..Sob..
Day 2:
Every evening Mama n Abah sering spent time together outside our house. Gardening. Well, bkn gardening in particular way lah, tp cangkul sana, cangkul sini, cabut² rumput smbil having a nice chat once in a while, I seldom joint them coz I prefer doing something else. *grin*
Day 2 ni aku tgk Abah kerjakan our yard by himself. Alone. There I realized something was missing. Yes, we missed Mama! Kasihan jg aku tgk Abah sndiri camni. Rasa cam nak call Mama srh cpt pulang je. Even Abah tak pernah suarakan apa², let alone nk cakap dia rindu kt Mama, tp from his action kita boleh nmpak kan?
Day 3:
Things berjalan seperti biasa. Routine aku masak tak berubah except of course menunya berubahla. Kang naik muak Abah sbb asik mkn ayam goreng dan daging masak kicap je. *hehehe*
Ni conversation aku dan abah, venue: dapur, masa aku temankan Abah having lunch...
*Akuro: Abah, bila Mama nak balik?
Abah: Tak tau.. .(selamba je dia jwb sambil kunyah makanan)
Adeh... Salah tempat ke soalan aku?
By night aku dpt SMS Mama lg. I was told Mama will be heading back home in the next 2 days. I told Abah about it n abah responded:
"...hhmmm..."
In my mind i was like:
"Aik, Abah ni tak rindu Mama ke? Aku ni bagai nak rak rindu, dia leh wat rilex jer...Huh!! Confuse..Confuse.."
Day 4:
Sedang aku duk mengerjakan dapur *masakla kononnya tu* while Abah was outside doing his routine gardening, i heard someone humming a song.
Tak begitu jelas apa lagunya but i was sure that was Abah. Haha, at last he showed jg "kesenangan hatinya" akan berita kepulangan Mama esok hari. Hiks! Rindu jugak dia kt Mama rupanya. Yela, sapa tak sayang isteri kan?
Day 5:
Mama was home n Abah awal² lg kena "pot pet" dgn Mama sbb lambat jemput dia di Station. Kasihan Abah. Haha! In the end of the day, i ended up smiling after all.
And after that our life as a happy family begins...
...again...
Happy Father's Day, Abah...
*Akuro sayang Abah...
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